Awkward vs Awesome

awkward

• handshakes with a person you would prefer to hug. slash kiss. slash whatev. you get the picture...
• when you are fed up with the overuse of a word. and then freak out on the next person to use it / argue the use of it. holy temper, alison... [but really, it's a lame word. so i can only apologize for my temper, not for the fact that i hate it.]
• when you find out that "bang" is not an appropriate term for sexual intercourse. who knew? [not me.]
• boys. shoot. this makes the list every week.
• when you stand up and realize the back of your dress was definitely hoisted up. i'd have to say i'm pretty classy...
• when you accidentally read "heroes" as "herpes." again, classy.
• reading a painfully awkward conversation between a desperate, creepy girl trying to get on an innocent boy. not okay, sweetheart... :/
• church videos. practically peed my pants [err, dress?] during one of them...

awesome

• when a nice boy tells you your outfit matches the rain clouds [it was rainy, i was wearing tealy-grey]. & isn't hitting on you, but is just being nice. i appreciate these kinds of things. thank you for being a gentleman, and knowing how to give a compliment for reasons other than trying to get in my pants. very appreciated!!
• when people shake your hands with BOTH of their hands. you know? like the type where they like... hug your hand with theirs? it's nice.
• boy. that is all the details you get, for now... ;) [yeah. awkward AND awesome.]
• "if you get Heath Ledger, then I get Jennifer Aniston." --gabe, to me.
  "Umm she's mine! ..as in jennifer" --cass [out of nowhere. totally appreciated comment, though.]
  {i basically have the best, funniest friends.}
• when gabey posts a picture on my facebook wall, after a long week, and it says "if a guy can't handle a girl in sweatpants, he sure as hell doesn't deserve her in a wedding dress." some weeks, i need that reassurance...
• & finally, last but DEFINITELY not least... "i can't spoon with you anymore, i've used up my sin allowance." --gabe. HAHAHA. i laughed so hard at that.
• jamming in my car--legit dirty dancing & rapping like a freakin' gangsta & singing my little heart out. all while remaining in control of a motor vehicle. for 97 miles. with no worries about what the people in surrounding cars are thinking.
• the days you decide you're over it, and you put your chin up, and you love people as they are, and accept your differences, and move forward. because we should always be moving forward.
• new footloose soundtrack!!!
• falling?