shhhh.

there are some things that you just don't do.  you just don't.
there are giant unspoken rules.
unfortunately, i'm not one of those people who follows every rule. it's not that i'm a rebel. it's not that i feel the need to be difficult or different.
it's simply that i don't want to deny my feelings.
i owe myself that amount of honesty.


terrifying?
yeah, sometimes.


at the same time, i think there's a giant difference between feelings, and actions.


actions? totally in check.
feelings? not so much.


i guess this is where i hold my breath, practice patience, & pray pray pray that my heart is right. sometimes you just have to remember not to give a shhhh.